Like a fruit that got infected
before it even had its chance to bloom
My self got merged
with a mass of darkness and misery
Countless layers of tar
became my limbs
It's hard to remember where i started from
for i feel that in my past
there is no answer to be found
If you peel off this rotten skin
will you find the slightest light in the core?
or has everything already been destroyed..?
It seems like my scars are my only true self
And that there is no face behind my isolated mask
Will someone seek the cure with me
the cure i strongly fear of..
A lonely life i chose
for i am not like you
My colors have always been different
Three dawns have pushed me from my way
and this third time,i do not care to stand
It saddens me,
how you're not bothered by my leave
and so i have to bear the burden by myself..
Will i regret this in the very end..?
Maybe our souls arent that precious anyway..
I wave goodbye to you my former friend
hoping that maybe you will change your mind
and prove me wrong
I wave goodbye to you my former friend
and then i fall
And so,Life flew from my eyes
Blinded by the light of truth
The world darkened,as every soul died
as every sound faded out
Time froze,along with me
I can not reach for death
I do not want to reach for life once more
Up there,rotted air filled my lungs,my flesh
And,as weird as it looks
i see the sounds coming out of your mouth
as vomit,falling towards the ground
for i am not willing to listen
I don't blame you,more than i blame myself
for you did'nt have to share
the sickness i fed day by day
But then again,you knew that i was blind
and still,released the light
Known to become
the disfigured face
of someone that once,was hum
Sick is the child
Black are its eyes
Darker than the night itself
Oh,what should i do?
for its my fault
''Lock her up'' i said
''away from the world''
And as the years went by
greater the oblivion
Will she be able to walk
if i lead her to the door?
Oh,what should i do?
''I love you''she said
How could i bring myself
to kill her?
Quick!
Get me morphine
and other drugs
Sleep my love
'til when,i do not know..
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1)i LOVE anything thats red.blood red O.O *obsessed*
2) I play the piano the guitar and the violin
3) I often have mood swings
4) I'm gay,though i have ''bi moods'' every now and then..they dont last long
5) I'm greek/Canadian
6) i tend to be veeery emotional
7) i'm quite shy and i have a quite low self esteem
8) I love miyazaki films^^
9) I take acting lessons
10)i cant sleep before dawn T.T *suffering from insomnia*
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Edward's body was a rippling mass of white maggots,maggots which had already consumed the soft flesh of his stomach,and which were now feeding in blind and relentless greed on his bowels and his lungs and his liver.They crawled through his ribcage in waves,giving the obscene impression that his lungs were rising and falling,and that his bowels were contracting in peristalsis.They seethed around the muscles of his upper arms,and poured over his legs.
It was the writhing that disgusted Vincent more than anything else;he would never be able to erase it from his memory.The mindless twisting and turning of all of those thousands of semi-transpate